music
Songs in my head when i wake up
Back in 2019 I realized I was waking up with a specific song or lyric playing on repeat in my brain. So I decided to start making a list to see if it meant anything, maybe a glimpse into my psyche. Or maybe it has no meaning at all.
Stay tuned for updates.
9/5/2025: "like Cinderella making babies on the company's dime"
8/23/2025: "do you like the way, I talk about you all day"
8/20/2025: "oh my darling, you are wonderful tonight"
8/18/2025: "a case of mitosis"
7/26/2025: "how can we go back to being friends when we just shared a bed?"
7/3/2025: "I don't need anything fancy, I just need me and you slow dancing"
6/26/2025: "are we friends or are we more?"
6/8/2025: "I'm looking for it in an alphabet soup cup, I'm looking under my thumb"
6/3/2025: "there's something wrong, with this world, I feel it coming on"
5/29/2025: "there goes my hero, watch him as he goes"
5/28/2025: "if you come back to California you should just hit me up"
4/25/2025: "I'm learning my sense of patience and you pierce through my skin but all I got is you"
2/22/2025: "I guess I'll turn 95 and I still got time, at least I'm still young"
2/20/2025: "oh me me more cowboy than you"
2/16/2025: "I will chain myself to your soul"
2/6/2025: "I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit, every day with someone new"
1/12/2025: "when I fell hard, all these scars on my skin where you left marks"
1/7/2025: "heading down to Chicago"
11/25/2024: "I don't know what I'm crying for"
11/8/2024: "I'm taking good care of your dinosaur bones"
11/2/2024: "please give me one more day of happiness I need it, I need it"
10/18/2024: "who's gonna be the first to say goodbye"
10/5/2024: "melting, just like honeycomb"
10/4/2024: "don't, don't you want me? Don't you want me baby?"
9/25/2024: "all I wanted was a cup of coffee"
9/19/2024: "I had to take you and make you mine"
8/5/2024: "baby, you were the love of my life"
7/23/2024: "am I ironically woke, the butt of my joke, or just some post-coke average skinny bloke calling his ego imagination? I've not picked up that in a thousand four hundred days nine hours and sixteen minutes babe, it's kind of my daily iteration"
6/28/2024: "this might not, sound right, but it's alright, it's real"
5/29/2024: "again, again, this can't be happening, I must be daydreaming"
3/7/2024: "double crossed by a neon pill"
2/18/2024: "you know I'm such a fool for you"
2/14/2024: "I'd run for the hills when I knew that you would, knew that you would wait"
2/9/2024: "almost a man, almost a woman"
2/6/2024: "you think I love what you do to me?"
1/31/2024: "you can't say I lost myself when you don't know me at all"
1/10/2024: "I would go out tonight but I haven't got a stitch to wear"
1/6/2024: "if he's a serial killer, then what's the worst that can happen to a girl who's already hurt?"
12/6/2023: "this time I'm ready to run, escape from the city and follow the sun"
11/24/2023: "sympathy won't you come around"
11/15/2023: "every time there was a rocket launch, or some big event"
11/12/2023: "die for you"
"you should have seen it man I was all bang bang bang bang"
10/30/2023: "I'll take a quiet life"
10/28/2023: "but it's all just too much information, baby"
7/25/2023: "and I need you around with me all the time"
7/19/2023: "you cut your hair but you used to live a blonded life"
4/19/2023: "I've been waiting for you" "well, I pissed myself on the Texan intersection"
4/15/2023: "I can see the city in the glass of your eye"
1/21/2023: "you love her, it's over"
1/16/2023: "I'ma get your heart racing in these skin tight jeans be your teenage dream tonight"
10/28/2022: "broken ankle, karma rules, you never saw my birthmark"
10/24/2022: "still a trace of body paint on your legs and on your arms and on your face"
10/20/2022: "maybe we're not meant to be together but at least we've got to try"
10/19/2022: "be a part of the love club everything will glow for you"
10/3/2022: "movies, movies, I want a love like the movies"
6/10/2022: "I simply remember my favorite things, and then I don't feel, so bad"
5/26/2022: "my heart keeps driving me crazy, there's nothing much I can do"
3/28/2022: "strictly speaking I'm still on track"
3/25/2022: "what if I'm not cut out for this?"
3/5/2022: "I know you're gonna be there" "statues down in every town"
1/12/2022: "I just wanna be here, walking like an animal" "I just wanna taste your chapstick"
1/6/2022: "'cause I'm a man, woman"
"now this looks like a job for me so everybody just follow me 'cause we need a little controversy"
1/4/2022: "I got passion in my pants and I ain't afraid to show it, show it, show it. I'm sexy and I know it"
1/3/2022: "when will the fantasy end"
12/22/2021: "a different color doesn't stay"
11/22/2021: "so all that I can hear, is a simple song, ladadedada"
11/8/2021: "when we first met I was off my head, and so were you"
9/28/2021: "you said you'd love me like no tomorow but tomorrow never came"
9/27/2021: "it was Liz Liz, she taught me how to live it was Liz Liz"
9/24/2021: "talk about every time that you showed up on time" "you ruined everything good, always said you were misunderstood"
8/1/2021: "and I get the feeling that you'll never need me again"
7/25/2021: "I hide it but I can't this time cause it's gonna defeat me, and you won't believe me, believe me"
5/20/2021: "my wallet too fat fucken with my back got 10 credit cards what you know about that"
5/5/2021: "now you know, yeah you got my back against the wall" "I'm stuck here in between these shadows of my yesterday, I want to get away I need to get away"
4/15/2021: "run away from me baby" "run away fast as you can"
3/26/2021: "just dance, it'll be okay" "spin that record baby"
2/9/2021: "stuck here in between these shadows of my yesterday I want to get away, I need to get away. Now you know, yeah you've got my back against the wall, oh God"
1/21/2021: "Tracy island time travelling diamond cutter-shaped heartache" "lone ranger riding"
1/11/2021: "and you did some damage so I'm making you pay and no ones ever gonna love you anyway cause you're just a narcissist who's totally fake"
1/10/2021: "I unplugged, then I dipped on my friends my world got so much smaller this year"
1/8/2021: "it's not a walk in the park if I trip in the dark"
1/2/2021: "you can tell by the way I use my walk I'm a woman's man, no time to talk"
1/1/2021: "make believe it's hyper real, I live in a hologram with you"
11/29/2020: "if you find that silver lining you should know what that means"
10/27/2020: "I wish I didn't need you to explain"
9/10/2020: "girl what's normal to you cause that sure ain't normal to me"
9/2/2020: "baby I don't feel so good, 6 words you never understood" "I just wanna make you feel okay"
9/1/2020: "passanger side of his best friend's ride trying to holla at me"
8/28/2020: "recreate a place as my own world and I could be your favorite girl"
8/10/2020: "I've got two tickets to Iron Maiden baby come with me Friday don't say maybe"
4/22/2020: "God bless America and all the beautiful women in it"
1/7/2020: "take a load off, Fanny"
12/28/2019: "seasons change and I love when you call"
12/21/2019: "I just miss your accent and your friends"
12/16/2019: "man I kinda miss it" "kids don't want rifles, they want Supreme"
12/15/2019: "don't you call him baby"
12/14/2019: "don't call me baby again"
12/12/2019: "my sun tans from Thailand"
12/11/2019: "yes I'm changing"
"I'm reckless on the 'gram can't be tamed I'm a crook"
12/10/2019: "doses and mimosas, champagne and cocaine help to get me through"
11/28/2019: "I'll never be your beast of burden"
11/23/2019: "all your life you've never seen a woman taken by the wind, would you stay if she promised you heaven"
11/22/2019: "watermelon sugar, high"
11/18/2019: "everyone I love is in this place"
11/17/2019: "never felt this way, can't get enough so stay with me"
11/11/2019: "yes I'm changing" "yes I'm moving on"
11/9/2019: "we be all night, looooooove"
11/3/2019: "you were with your friends partying"
11/2/2019: "I couldn't be more in love"
11/1/2019: "face to face"
10/27/2019: "boots with the fur, the whole club was looking at her"
10/26/2019: "I memorize what I can't say out loud"
10/25/2019: "one minute you're there the next you're gone"
10/24/2019: "play that funky music white boy"
10/21/2019: "don't you know that you're toxic"
10/19/2019: "narcissist"
"I wanna rim-bim-bow on the sidewalk to go to fricky-frick town when the lights off"
10/16/2019: "aw you, you got me feeling so confused"
10/15/2019: "just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song"
10/14/2019: "I couldn't be more in love"